This blog is for my daughter Alidia, whom I raised on the most part alone for the first 5 years of her life. Unfortunately after a series of events, Alidia and I lost contact. This was some 5 years ago after 2 agonising years of being torn apart day by day.
I will continue to write to Alidia every day, as she has a right to know about her Mother, Half Brother, Step Sister and Step Father who have come along more recently, and the family she once knew, her Grandmother, Great Grandmother, Great Aunts and Uncles, Uncles, Aunts, Cousins.
Alidia, you may come here to learn, remember or make contact if you should wish. It is your choice how you wish to use this site, but please don’t for one moment feel forgotten or unloved.
If you choose to read this blog, you do so of your own free will. Please use it kindly and not to hurt or cause distress to anybody.
14 Feb 2011
11 Jan 2011
I'm sorry I've not posted for so long. I've had a difficult week or so and I decided to have a rethink about writing on here. I'm not going to stop, but I'm going to cut down, as it is silly me pouring the same old rubbish out into cyberspace every single day without knowing if you actually read it or not. And as long as you always remember that no matter what, I am thinking of you and will always ALWAYS welcome you back with open arms, then that is ok. I hope you don't mind. If you do want me to carry on writing every night, then email me on the address above. I will happily do it if you want me to, but after a year and a half of website, whilst I'm never going to give up on seeing or speaking to you again, I figure if you were looking for me you'd have found me. Of course I will always keep the site going though :)
I hope you haven't missed me writing... And I hope you have had a good week!
Has anything exciting happened? Anything boring? Anything brilliant or anything horrible? I hope not horrible, but then sometimes life deals us a blow. It's how we deal with it that is important, and how much stronger it makes us for the future.
Anyway I hope it has been a good week for you. In fact I hope it has been a brilliant week for you. I really do. Even though I haven't written, I have (as always and forever) blown a big kiss to the stars for you every single night.
Sweet dreams princess,
All of my love as always and forever and ever and EVER!!